So this blog is to just talk about what happens in my not-too-exciting life. :) well, it might be exciting to some, but i mean, who knows. Like i care.
Im that girl who smiles and says yeah yeah yeah everythings aigghhhtt!!!!
but its not!!!
-lost my best and oldest friend(s)
-was played by a boy who i was in love with
-has now just alright friends now who probably will never love me as much as my old ones
-parents hate me, make gay rules
-dad lost his job. were poor, helpless HOBOS!!!!! >:( (umm well not really haha)
so anyways, ill go through the list n xplain.
My best freind shelly and shea thought i was changing...and basically just got rid of me. Thats about it. Sure didnt make me feel to good...
so the worst part of that horrible summer, was being played by brody. we had a good realtinship and i loved him soo muchh... then suddenly he ignored me and called me names. then a couple months later got played again, and then one more time, and then he left me again thats how it is again. he hurt me so bad i cant even explain it.... he was my first kiss and everything... we took everything too slow in my opinion n i kinda want to finish waht we started but whatever i guess... he moved before sckool started so i dont ahve to go to school every day and face seeing him. i guess its a good thing, or bad because i miss him even though i hate him. hmm.... maybe its because... they say the first time you fall in love the feeling never goes away. blah blah blah1!!! bullshit. well maybe not so much. idk hahaha
anyway, enough about my weird emotional shit.
my parents make stupid rules about BEDTIMES. they read too much.
that is all. :)
and my dad lost his job. no more shopping for me i guess.... CRY!!!!!!!
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i thought i would explain a little bit about my life. heres what happened today:
-woke up. was going to take a shower. too lazy.
-went to school. took funny pictures and wondered what brody was doing...
-lunch. detention..... how fun.
-rest of the day was boring. pestered my mom to go shopping for new shingaurds...
thats it.
gotta go. blog more tomarrow.
luv you!!!!!!!